Friday, September 21, 2007
II DUN MEAN TO WRITE ALL TIIS TO SCARED ANYONE.. IT WAS A THOUGHT II HIIDDEN LONG LONG AGO , DUN TIINK II WAN ANY PITY , II DUN NIID ANY OF TAT... AND NOW II GOIING TO REVIEW IT...DUN BE SHOCK AFTER READING MOII BLOGGII....DUN TIINK II RIDICULOUS.. JUS DUN TIINK OF ANYTHING, JUS TREAT AS PER NORMAL...MAYBE SOON II WIILL CHANGE ALL MOII THOUGHT BY A PERSON , A SITUATION OR MAYBE....................
paiisehx... sO lOng never update mOii blOggii... jus nOwaday verii busy and nOthiing iinterestiing to update abOut that why... siianx... hurt mOii riight leg agaiin , cannOt play spOrts nOw... verii siian de lehx... hOpe ii can recOver quiickly... haiizz... exams result sUcks!!! dunnO why ii am sO stupiiD!!! ii hate mOiiself sO much siia, ii am gOod fOr nOthiing... studiies sO lOuzy, friiendshiip not iin gOod progresS , famiily... haiiZz obviiousy the usual,and relatiiOnshiip let mii felt liik a tOtal faiilure!!! ii jus hate mOiiself!!! ii kept askiing moiiself, why ii must cum tO tiis wOrld... ii onlii briing trOuble, hatred , sadneSs , anger to people arOund mii... why cause ii jus diisappear from tiis world , maybe ii won't burden to anyone around mii... ii am so streSs out nOw!! although from moii appearance maybe iit dosen't seen liik wat ii am nOw wriitten on moii bloggii but actually ii was jus usiing smiiles , expressiiOns , tOnes tO hiide all moii sadneSs deep iinsiide moii heart...liife to mii now iish meaniingleSs... ii tiink ii niid help... but whO wiill reallii nOe wat ii tiink , ii noe ii can't expect anyOne to understand mii , as, the onlii one noe mii iish mOiiself ( frOm puddiing ).. ii noe ii am riidiiculous.. but ii reallii sOmeOne tO liight up mii , let mOii sadnesS be gOne , let mii tiink pOsiitiive... ii REALLY , REALLY , REALLY HATE moiiself , ii am sO trOublesOme... wat iif ii am reallii gone , wOuldn't iit be gOod ??why am ii so useleSs?? why moii attiitude sUcks?? why am ii so stuborn?? why ii can't tOlerate?? why ii am ii a tOtal faiilure?? why ii am a burden to everyone around mii?? why??!! ii hope ii gOne fOrever!!! or maybe ii could hiide iin mOii blue wOrld alOne ,maybe ii would able to recover from the cruelneSs??
~HEART BRoKEN De Mii~
~fuLL oF THought De mIi~
~SAD de Mii~
~seLfiiSh dE mii~
~faiiLuRE De Mii~
~nO futUre dE miI~
~crUel dE wOrLd~
~CruEl De TrUth~
+[CHERiSH<3]+ ---> really fall for u deeply , mine dear... expressed @ 6:56 PM
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